confliction

some recent works by jimmy & i. constructive criticisms are very much welcomed.

i love love love the bulb's light effects. very very interesting.

this is quite random indeed and very untintentional

the composition here is quite good and we tried giving the whole thing an old look and feel

i like this. the texture of it.

the internal ideas & the external facts are not necessarily the whole truth.

char koay teow! woohoo

sometimes all it takes is a plate of oil-drenched fried noodles to remind us of the fact that we're getting old. HAHA i went to this old place that i haven't been to for a long time and i was like omg this place looks so small (yes, it hasn't changed... just me). as it always happens, that some things remain so oooo in the memory, when i had the noodles again, it was just so-so. perhaps the hawker has changed but i wouldn't really know since the last time i ate it was like... close to a decade ago?!


AND OMG lol look man! they still have metal+wooden stools! (sadly they are moving on to red plastic chairs probably because they're more economical hmm) and boy do i love stools like these. so got feel HAHA.

sufficiency

I don’t want to act all innocent or anything.
I don’t want to act like I’m all perfect or anything.
Because I’m not.
I know I have done wrongs, and still am continuing in them, and I know I’ve said sorry but refused to change. Yet I’m still sorry, and I do want to change.

I don’t know… but I just feel pretty frail. Please help me and show me the truth. I feel that all that surrounds me is deep deception. I really do feel a sharp pain of the confusion of who I should be. Are the very people I’m condemning despite the fact that I know I have no right to condemn, the very person we are growing into? I don’t want that to come to be. I know it doesn’t have to neither.

I don’t know what’s in the future, I don’t know what it holds, I don’t know what I’d face. But I don’t want to let bygones form me… I don’t want to let what I’m surrounded with to form me. What I’ve been created to be is so much more than this. I’m sorry for being so bitter, so hurting, so critical, so judgmental. You don’t have to be whatever the world thinks that you are or become a certain way as result of how you are being treated.

No one is to be blamed for my very condition but myself. But I'm grateful that I'm not blamed on but just plainly forgiven :)

Healer. Redeemer. Truth. Deliverer. Unchanging. Unfailing. Strength. Hope. Love. All-merciful. Light.

yes yes no no... dang

we desire so much but it makes me wonder what we are willing to give.

SUEEEEN......
it's true. lol... and you just go k.o.-ed by yourself right? we desire to be loved, but do we truly love? do we make the effort to go above our own selfishness and give instead of demanding? and you want to do like what... make a difference? create a stunning piece of design? what? gah... you don't just expect, sitting around... and just everything falling into the palm of your hands right?! don't make me kick you, sueen.

i want the rock-solid peace.
don't try to over think this phrase. and not this is not primarily said in the context of the recent incident.